/ laurence anyways / i had to grimpe into life again / the horror of purported realism is seeing the same word mean something different / laurence / laurence / her chest / her chest / during intermission at the outdoor theatre show i told her that the narrativized inevitability of cishetereosexuality makes me want to die / at the top of the second act he flicked out a white sheet / he covered her body with his / his chest / i had to look up at the fireflies / i had to change tabs / laptop too hot on my chest / my chest / i was running / the green it was dark / my fear had an object / dark green of jennifer’s body / which is a ridiculous movie / but i used to honk for night deer on the highway / how to imagine yourself in an image wherein you do not exist / how to remember full bigness when what is there is cropped at the shoulder / white sheet dulling of shorthand / to be inside desire means that there is a threshold / which can be met or not met / cheap jump scare / the brakelights / i jumped / shadow long / tired legs loose at the roots / laptop too hot on my chest / my chest / i looked up / the fireflies were mosquitoes passing through spotlights / a threshold which could be met / i repeated the names for love / a whole building humming / pink light of a greenhouse / running / i was running / the green wasn’t dark yet / a whole block waved me down / to show me an owl / ancient face turning / pinkgreen bristle / wing of the world / of a chest
/ laurence anyways / i had to grimpe into life again / the horror of purported realism is seeing the same word mean something different / laurence / laurence / her chest / her chest / during intermission at the outdoor theatre show i told her that the narrativized inevitability of cishetereosexuality makes me want to die / at the top of the second act he flicked out a white sheet / he covered her body with his / his chest / i had to look up at the fireflies / i had to change tabs / laptop too hot on my chest / my chest / i was running / the green it was dark / my fear had an object / dark green of jennifer’s body / which is a ridiculous movie / but i used to honk for night deer on the highway / how to imagine yourself in an image wherein you do not exist / how to remember full bigness when what is there is cropped at the shoulder / white sheet dulling of shorthand / to be inside desire means that there is a threshold / which can be met or not met / cheap jump scare / the brakelights / i jumped / shadow long / tired legs loose at the roots / laptop too hot on my chest / my chest / i looked up / the fireflies were mosquitoes passing through spotlights / a threshold which could be met / i repeated the names for love / a whole building humming / pink light of a greenhouse / running / i was running / the green wasn’t dark yet / a whole block waved me down / to show me an owl / ancient face turning / pinkgreen bristle / wing of the world / of a chest